Human Interest

Patterns for Corsets?

or preferably burlesque outfits, does anybody know where to get one.

Different ways to make my boobs bigger?

So, I work for a burlesque dancing place and the supervisor said that I would look better in costumes/outfits for the shows to have bigger boobs. (I'm a 36C) And so yeah, I feel weird asking this question but I'm stuck and I don't want implants or anything like that.

Fucking weird dream about a crush?

Alright, I had this crazy dream about a crush at school about 2 months ago.

My neighbor/friend came over and said "Hey come have a drink with me!!! Got a bunch of cute guys over!" and I was like "Yea alright."
So I walk over there and as I get inside her house I realize it's much bigger than it is in real life, and her hallway was mansion size and had pink floors with pink-black striped walls. There are also like 3 more doors than she actually has in her hallway.
So I go to the kitchen to grab a beer, but my friend drags me into her garage before I can. She says "This is Mike." (He is my crush <3) and I shyly said hello and blushed, and all that sweet stuff.
So I when we start talking I trip and fall on him, I get embarrassed and I run back into the kitchen to calm myself down. Then, I get in the fridge and go for a beer, but then he comes in to see me with
it, and he says
"I didn't know you drank..."
In a kind of disappointed way. (In RL he smokes and drinks....)
So after that, I go back to the hallway and go into the third door on the left, to find strange women in burlesque outfits laying on a princess-like bed in a HUGE room having a sex orgy.
I was a little like "Uhh... getting outta here now..."
But three of them grabbed me and slammed me onto the bed, and started messing with me.
I kept trying to push them off but the damn chicks kept coming at me.
But then Mike opened the door- wide eyed - and was like "OMFG.", and then he slammed it shut.
I finally freaked and just kicked the girls off, and ran to the door to get to Mike. I ran down the crazily long hallway, and into my friend's living room, to find him sitting in the main chair.
He was looking at me disgustedly, then I found my clothes were gone and my bra was in my hand. (I was not naked when I left the room) and I ran to him crying and saying
"Please Mike, I can explain!"
but he got up and pushed me off with
"I can't believe you.....", and he left me there and walked out of the house.

Then I woke up.
When I was asking his forgiveness I felt dirty, like I had just cheated on him or something. And everytime I ran into him in that dream he had a look of disapproval, among other emotions on his face.
The dream was actually kinda sad. But crazy in how chaotic everything was.What does this all mean, do you think? I'd appreciate any answers.
Thanks so much

why is my friend lying about miscarriage?

I have a problem. I have recently gone through a traumatic experience regarding my ex partner, in the end he was convicted of sexual abuse and this has been tough on me and my family, i have a child with him also who is 4. everythin is goin fine now n im startin to feel happy again n gettin on with our lives. BUT i have a friend who has supported me throughout the whole thing and was brilliant.
anyway this happened in june.
for the past 2 months or so my friend has been really catty with me n tellin me tht im a bad friend and sayin i dont appreciate anythin n im so wrapped up in my own problems i dont care bout anyone else which really hurts me cuz i bloody do i dont kno where its cum from. anyway after a whole night of arguin thru text she tld me sumthin had happened to her n she hasnt tld me cuz i wudnt care. i said course i do whats happned. she tld me she was pregnant and miscarried. the thing is her story doesnt match facts. apparently the miscarriage happened last month, the reason for my doubt is as follows:
- apparently the miscarriage happened days before my birthday, which she got dressed up in our burlesque outfits and came out all night for and didnt act any different.
i asked her if she'd seen her gp and if ne1 went with her. she said no one could come with her and the doc was shit. apparently she had to see two docs cuz first one was new n didnt kno wht he was doing and the second doc said he didnt know what it was. she says she tld him wht she thought which was miscarriage and he said it sounds like it but not possible cuz she's on the pill. she says he didnt care and she knows wht happened and we all kno it is possible cuz she cudnt mistake it. she reckons the doc said there nothin he can do and just sent her on her way without doing any exam/scan/test or anything. bearing in mind she said she didnt know she was "pregnant". she 20 n has never been preg before. y wud she assume miscarriage, it almost seems as if she wants it to be true and has dignosed herself when no one has confirmed it and how can she b sure when she hasnt been checked or anythin.
i asked her if her partner was there at the time she said he was but he didnt know wht was goin off he was in other room she kept it to herself. she sed she had spottin n pains then she felt a gush n ran to toilet, she then says she jus cleaned herself up n didnt say anythin for days. i asked her if she knew how far on she was she cudnt b sure but it looked like an early one only a few weeks?? how can u tell??
so she says physically she's fine and i kno since this "miscarriage" she has led her normal life, goin out drinkin smokin, goin to work and uni she came out for my b/day literally days after she reckons it happened and has gone out a few times since then not actin any different apart from jus bein totally nasty to me. i am nearly 100 percent sure this is a made up story and she is using this story as emotional black mail towards me sayin stuff like, well maybe now u know why i havent been in the mood for u. i have spoke to others about this inc my mum who has actually been thru this traumatic experince and they agree with me but i would like a neutral opinion from anyone who can shed any light on this. obv i cant confront her n start questioning her. i dont want to believe she is lying but i have been thru this before with another friend years ago n turned out i was right n she was attention seeking and jus needed sum help. obv i dnt wanna lose her as a friend but if she is capable of makin this up n then using it as a weapon then i dnt want anythin to do with her its evil as i kno people who have suffered this and it is a horrible thing no one shud ever have to go thru. anyway hope to hear any advice or opinions xxx

how to put together a fashion portfolio?

I got an interview through the friends grapeline, for designing outfits for a group of burlesque dancers. the problem is, they want to see a portfolio, and I don't know what to put in it. I've only done a few costuming jobs so far... is it okay to put in sketches for things I just haven't had a chance to make? What should be in it, and what shouldn't be in it? HELP ME PLEASE!!!!